Waiting... waiting...

Hmmm. Pause and think. Ben. Pause and think.


2 years of NS ahead and then slugging it out in the world. The REAL world.


No more canteen breaks, no more joking around. for fucking the next 40yrs of my life.


They say life is precious. how precious can that be. fuck. Haha. ok no don't worry i'm not in any sort of bad mood.





So anyhow. I've been bumming around alot. and those who wanna slack and have supper and cannot find any other assholes like you and me, i am here bitches. Supper, eat and be merry till NS and working life do us death. If i had a picture that could somewhat reflect myself now. Here it is. Taken and edited by me.

Thinking whether if there is anything deeper than the ruckus at present.

Speaking of which. My thinking seemed to have slowed over the years. Anyone else? =/

I LOST MY WALLET

YES READ THE DAMN TITLE. either that or suck on my titties. stupid fucking geek beside us in the theatre took it without returning! WHA LAO.

Mother fucker. I'll slap your flat ass back to computer land you mofo. And suck on my nipples while you're at it!


Ok enough ranting. i've to go make a police report and remake my IC. bye bye $100. sigh.

Phase 1 of my photography portfolio

Hi guys, finally after 3 weeks i've done something

http://flickr.com/photos/benjamingabriel/sets/72157604738576777/

Comments and critique are most appreciated! =D

Sigh

Its been a sad past week.. Why i have not been updating is design orientation camp. And to tell you the truth, i have never seen a bunch of freshies more "on". It made the time spent there all worth it. Even getting to know some juniors which i never knew. Hahas.

My 4th and last orientation was quite emotional seeing people tear and stuff at the end. But hey. i mean we're all friends forever right? It isnt the end of friendships so i didnt see the point in tearing and stuff but i understand those who did.

Time moves but Temasek Design School i will never forget.

This post is dedicated to everyone from TDS and especially IMD/MOI. Love you guys, peace, see you at graduation. :)

Some of the nicer pictures i took ;

And when i got home that night.......

Augustine (my brother) : Eh Benjamin never heard the bad news yet right?
Me : What bad news ? Army right ? i know laaa... alot of peple got their letters also.
Augustine : Thats only half of the bad news.

That moment i felt damn crappy. Cuz i know.... Commandos... Fuck. Honour and Glory here i come.

New window

So i have shifted to another part of pasir ris and now my new eating buddy is David. Hahaha. he reccomends chicken lice. =/

ok one pic from one of the window from my new Nikon D80!

A Troubled mind

It is not you, never you, it is always me,
I am the wicked one who knows no feelings.
I spare no second thoughts to dish out feelings within,
Nothing can change me except me.

So after all the dusts that has settled and the day sleeps,
why do i remain this, this unfilial boy from the pits.
What has consumed me all this while,
What more do i need to do than to throw away old habits?

They die hard but they die anyhow,
have i not done so or am i changed only in my eyes?
Your answer i seek as i am lost,
never knowing where the road bends or character i should amend.

My apologies to poh han but erm. seriously.

L O fucking L