Scribbles and what nots from Ben

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Down memory lane, with a different perspective

So now we all know that nobody's perfect as the fault lines widen under pressure and you show yourself. All pride and ego lost and now you are bare, because you chose ignorance because you chose to not care, so that the responsibilities in which you had to bear, now do not rest on your shoulders. I am deeply saddened by everything you have become. You probably were not the best but you didnt bend under pressure and withstood the winds of change. But over the years you cracked and now i know who you are. My pity for you does not come with relations, rather because you look just that, pitiful.

I hope and pray that this truth gets hidden and the usual facade falls back into place, because things can be painful, just so you know.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Footprints

Like every year a footprint, it vanishes and a new one is formed. Sometimes it may be in mud and all bad or in some years it maybe by etched in the sand and one worth remembering.. And with every footprint and time comes people who come and go some not so close and some we hold dear. Sometimes you know you can't escape disappearing from the facade of the earth and yet it scares you more that those close to you fall victim to that than you. This fragile thing called life, sometimes seem very strange. Sometimes you have to just set your path again, forget about your last steps and continue on your next one. Maybe it might just lead you to a better place.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

QUALIFIED!

Qualified class 3 & 4 SAF driver. HELL YEAH! FINALLY TURTURE HAS ENDED!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

The single boy

So now ppl say i might be gay cuz i'm single for so long. :O Bloody fuckin hell no way. Yeah single life sucks but wadda hell can we do about it if we havent found anyone, its not like i like being single. I see all the happy couples every weekend and sometimes i think to myself, wtf am i doing?! But then again i'm prolly single cuz its hard for me to accept just anyone, i've no idea why but i'm no male slut. SO THERE U GO. :) Everyone wants to find the special someone. including me bloody hell! and no it wont be another dude with a dick thanks..

And so life goes on...

Monday, October 27, 2008

nnooo i failed it

man restest this coming week. anyone wanna invest?? contact me! 200% returns in less than 2yrs! and whats more is u dont have to put in alot. minimum is just 155 sing dollars. =D i just recently spoke to the sg branch boss, nice chap, very ambitious

that said im moving on soon to my next chapter in ns lifeeee

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Class 4 TP tmrrrrr

PRAY FOR ME. if i pass my life becomes a hell lot easier so yeah. and i've fallen ill blardy hell. what a time! Cant wait for the photoshoots planned out next month!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Repetitive, i dont like it much

Everyone around me seems to be moving on to a different phase in their life. Coolios, while army has gotten me holed up in the same phase for 2years. Holy crap. Anyhow, on a brighter note, things outside seem to be going pretty good. hopefully thinks can stay this way and prolly army get a hell lot easier. :O

By the way... anyone interested in investing? :D can contact me for details. whopeedoo.