Scribbles and what nots from Ben

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Save me from this thing they call NS

I dont believe i've to go through 2 years of this nonsensical shit waste of time thrash. SERIOUSLY. wtf. sian lah. Hahahaha. Ok so this past week has been very bad for me. Many things happened that werent quite in my favour and stuff. oh well. bite ur teeth and bear with it they always say. So here i go.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Cheespies

KENA FUCK LIKE SHIT IN CAMP TODAY. Fucking motherfuck cheebye fuck. Fucking pissed to the core. FUCK this shit!

Damn i have guard duty tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Damn demoralised. too many shits have happened. Living a life that i dont wanna live! I wonder how it is to jump 10storeys. NO LA FUCK just kidding. hahaha. AIYA. time for me to get out! Ciao people! take care!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Soccerrrrrrrrrrr

So today we played soccer with the commandopes bunkmates and my stpats friends. Power la babe. But no more friday book out for me. Thats what i expect and next week sunday guard duty. FUCK THIS SHIT.

Anyhow i really enjoyed this weekend so it dont matter! =)

Friday, July 11, 2008

POWER LA FRIDAY BOOK OUT!

YES READ THE TITLE! I shall post my picture soon on my physical changes. ROFL

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Cuz she's bittersweet

Ok so i have been enjoying and cherishing every single weekend i got out of jail. =) No seriously.
Sometimes I wonder why do we have to do this, all the world needs is for people to come to their
senses and stop all the mindless conflicts and people like me won't have to go through 2 years
of meaningless service. However being in NS has taught me many things. ( although i think 3 months is enough, 2 years is ridiculous ) And for that some part of me is grateful for the freedom i had, and have during the weekends.

Anyhow i wanted to pen down a poem for sometime about someone so i decided to write one today. Happy reading and enjoy what little time you all have because when you don't have that time then it is too late to think about it. AND NO NS WONT CHANGE ME BITCHES.




I never thought i'd reach here,
The feeling never so clear.
I never expected much to come,
But I knew i'd try, there is no harm.

I'm happy for the moments i got,
Although they aren't a lot.
Its not how dazzling she looks,
Nor how good she can cook.

But the way she makes me smile,
Her humour that differs by a mile.
It cannot be explained i say,
Its just the way she speaks and play.

The feeling one can never pen down,
It brightens you up when you have a frown.
Sometimes it makes a loud person shy,
And when you really feel it, you could fly.

Not much time, not much of everything,
But i will compromise if anything.
So now the question then is why,
Because for 3 years i didn't really wanna try.

Not until now, because of you.



Adios Amigos. Back to camp fer me. Next week is last week of PTP!

Saturday, July 5, 2008

SATURDAY AGAIN!

HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!! hahahaha. Next week PTP is gonna end and BMT's gonna start but i wanna come out and go tekong or something. i dont have the commitment to everyday book out saturday and book in sunday! Next week i shall post a picture od myself and u guys can see the difference of 1 month in Commando camp. LOL. Toodles bitches.