Scribbles and what nots from Ben

Monday, March 31, 2008

FHM GIRLS!


ok seriously. FHM girl next door? more like "who i think is pretty standing next to my door"
rofl. you have really flabby girls to the downright no boobs girls. Girls with braces. Girls who look like they just woke up. (*note - i have nothing against any of those kinda girls, just that THIS IS FHM -_-)
Hmmmm.. Thank me for posting this cuz my eyes nearly went blind. Now pass me my salt.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

A new chapter

As i awake from the morning dust i saw the beautiful night,
I laid there and thought to myself how bright the stars were glittering uninterrupted,
I came out of the sun setting un-scarred and un-tattered,
while the voices i left behind still wailed in agony.

But i pushed and then i blacked out,
I was lost, lost i say, few were there but many left one by one,
but these few whom came through with me felt the brilliance of the night as well,
So we stood there and watched as the old pages torn and tattered separated with the night's gentle gust of wind.

Moments remembered and names etched in our minds,
emotions high and low, trust broken and gained,
but all in all there was nothing, nothing at all that was better,
Nothing better than this new chapter.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

No skool like the old skool

Argh been too lazy to blog. And i'm slowly turning back to my old lazy self without any self motivation to work. Shiat. thats it. Suddenly its like. blank. no more work. no more motivation to work. rot. ok. that sucks.

3yrs gone too soon. wow. life is fast after all.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

This smells like another one, again after the many.


Like the blue that colours the violet, the red the roses,
and the ocean that washes upon the shores ever so slowly yet assuringly.

Like the wind that whispers in every gust and the calmness when it stops,
and the trees that watch silently and we not knowing.

Like myself for knowing yet not knowing and unsure of every step for the fear that,
somehow things will repeat yet the hope that it will not.

Into a world unknown, machines chomping heavily and a scarily dark world,
the need for a sign or direction would somewhat be useful.

A light that falls on that glimmer of hope that I would somewhat survive this simple tragedy,
don't want it to just be another one that has fallen like the autumn leaves, indistinguishable.

And then as absurd as it sounds the thoughts are more often then i would like.
But. whatever will be, will be.




Monday, March 3, 2008

A window of thought

So today i went back home from school and it was raining quite heavily.
I decided to stop the bus a stop after my home and walk that one bus stop distance in that rain. dont ask why. I myself don't know.

So as the rain trickled down my cheeks and formed droplets on my chin growing ever so larger then it plops onto the ground, becoming just one of the many. On the way my brain decided to put aside the work that i have been working on, the work i had to do and just thought about... nothing.. and everything.

So i wonder would life be mundane and boring again now that school is coming to an end..? and a new chapter beginning in my life, in everyone else around me. Or would it be something to cheer about?

Then the green man turned red, and i thought, just my luck eh.

So i stood there drenched. deep in thought and loved how every rain drop fell onto my head and trickled down like the drop before it. By the time i reached home i was probably more satisfied that i took that walk then feeling stupid.

Don't ask, i don't know why.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Ever thought about...

Ever thought about dimensions? Recently read this article about (some long name) physics... thingy... well along those lines lah.

It said.. Whenever a light passes thru a glass and reaches your eye, there are 2 dimensions... :O
ok half the people now would close the blog and go and sleep already cuz of the amount of brain power needed to understand that. Ok for the more curious ones. why?

Cuz light bounces of it and the bounced light forms another dimension while you live in another (the light that passed thru the glass)

Wow. Hmmm. ok.

So have you heard of time travel? Another brain thingy. Einstein's theory to be exact. Since time is sort of light reaching your eyes. (therefore the dimensions thing above)
If you can built a ship that can travel as fast as light, you would reach the destination same as the light and no time would have passed as everything would be "frozen in time" as light cannot catch up with you to reveal whatever's around you.
AND
IF you can travel faster than light, it means you can see the object before light touches it, and the more faster you go, the more(before) of the object you'll see cuz you're faster than the light touching it.

Voila! Therefore moving back in time.

P.S. for those who do not understand. you're not alone. at first i too found it hard to grasp something as complexed as this. =)

Penned by Ben 1.13AM 29th Feb 08