A pen from Meiru

so i'm back from s c h o o l:)) Finally figured the wild things of the new blogger. These are snippets of last night which benthedood was not spotted in any. So at the least, Cheryl had to work the next morning. And Bgs?

signing out <3

Kumz Bday

Haha what a night it was. Happy birthday Kumaran. I hope you like that sexy thongs dude, and the new wallet you wanted so much.

Prem didnt wanna drink so much because of school, some had work but bloody hell all forced one another. fucking funny. lol. Calvin was the only one who wanted to mambo the night away, luckily the rest prefered to groove to RnB haha. I was damn tired because i didnt sleep the night before. Then they opened the night with a flaming lambhorgini. mad shits. lol. It was fun though but phuture was crowded like fuck.

And there was a small reunion of St.pats and KC lol. One of kumz's fren and some of my other frens whom i met there from KC and us from st.pats. and Cheryl's frens from NUS. I swear our group was so big that we had to split so many times. lol. And Meiru if you're reading this thanks for coming late and having us wait outside for ur fren to help u get ur damn phuture chop. HAHA.

Bros for life yo! Oh yes a few sisters too. haha. Gooooooooodbye. Anyone with pics pls pass me to post up!

Gibberish in the highest form

Many a times we reflect what we have done, ponder what are we gonna do and actually do nothing.
The future is uncertain the changes are scary and nothing looks that promising.
The weather is bad at times, sometimes good and one thing is, it is never constant.
Everything changes and nothing remains and everyone moves on.

Do people really care when they say they do.
Are humans too smart for themselves, do we feel enough?
What makes a human? thought or feelings, intellectual minds or just a selfless heart.
Surely we do not have the best of both worlds? where one is weak, his strength lies in other areas.

Do we act in faith because we believe or because others believe..?
Do we disregard faith because you need evidence for everything? Then surely the wind that flows through your hair needs to be seen? Or you believe its there just because you feel it?
If feelings are controlled by the mind then surely the mind is a very dangerous tool.

Surely the propaganda that feeds it conquers all.
But what of the heart that does not think. Can it still be bad as it does nothing but feel?
What is feel but a word and something conjured by the mind? what if we weren't taught what is feeling and how to feel?
What is love, hate or any other emotions then. Could it still be felt? If yes then do we still need to see to believe?

The blind cannot see yet they imagine, the deaf cannot hear but they bear knowledge without listening, the mute cannot speak but yet they tell us so much, the ones without limbs still travel, the ones with intelligence handicap still feel and know right from wrong, those without loved ones still go on to touch lives.

I say then we do not see to believe but it is up to oneself. It is not we who corrupt the child but the teenager who grows to corrupt himself. I believe then there is more than just us. more than feelings and thoughts because this alone cannot be described by simple words.



HAHA sorry ah just felt like writing that down. TMR NAPFA. PLS BE A GOOD RESULT SO I CAN HAVE A NORMAL NS.

Goodnight ppl. Ben over and out yo.

New pictures

So I recently went shooting with Zul at Bishan park. Had this children concert thingy.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/benjamingabriel/sets/72157605123677194/

Enjoy!

Children are such joys to take picture of, their not camera shy and their so darn cute. Lol.
Oh and i just blew my money on this expensive pair of headset and now im broke. =)

Compare ppl by facebook

An e-mail i received;

This email was sent by Compare People. You can disable emails here.

---Your friends have voted on your strengths and weaknesses:

STRENGTHS:
most athletic
most trustworthy
craziest

WEAKNESSES:
most famous
kindest




OK now seriously? =(
I am unkind? Thats really sad man. eh altho i insult ppl that doesnt mean im unkind!! and oh btw im touched by those who voted me trustworthy. dont worry. i wont SPILL SECRETS ON MY BLOG like someone who's reading this. =D

Oh What Happens in Vegas was an awesome show. 10/10 for no lame humour. and 9/10 comparing it with other romantic films. so it was an awesome 9.5/10 as a romantic comedy for me. Ashton Kutcher, i will be gay for you. And seriously. Cameron Diaz is the hottest 40yr old. Not Hot HOT. but... glowing hot. The aura yo. She seriously aged gracefully.


Ok now today was a day full of english gibberish for the people around me. A list of mistakes.


1) "The female actor in the film" <----- I suppose thats singular and plural is actress? LOL

2) "lesser than ......." <----- sounds logical but have we heard of morer?

3) "... ... before the final stroke of midnight ... .. " <---- cool. so like. how many midnights today before the final stroke?

4) "mostler" <----- ok this seriously hits the jackpot. I have heard of so many "more" and "less"misuse but fuck. mostler. I have heard of hustler but mostler beats it man. It has to be The top hustler gets to be the mostler. =P

I mean Beijing Olympics is coming...... but.... ok i give up. everyone lets jiang or chiang huayi man -thumbs up-

NO HARD FEELINGS OK ppl. I KNOW I AM FUCKING MEAN BUT... aiya you all know lah =D

1 more month.

Nooooooooo its officiall one month till i enlist in commandogss... i wonder why people find it soooo enticing to join that unit. Sure you have the privilege of being called the "best" unit, but hell, i seriously dont give a fuck. lol.

Ok lah nice to show off once in awhile but wtf, they have no lifeeee. and soon i'll join them! hurrah!

Oh yea i will DEFINATELY remember how i spent my first 2 years of adulthood. *hint* birthday 9 June *coughs* =D

The countdown begins . . . . . . . . . .

Disgusting shiat

I seriously hate guys wearing freaking girly handbags thinking its the trend now.

Just saw one today.

SERIOUSLY. wtf.

OK Ben has gone out of the way to draw for you guys!

here you go

Fuck this trend from wherever it is.

With that said. Old school backpacks Rawk!

Waiting... waiting...

Hmmm. Pause and think. Ben. Pause and think.


2 years of NS ahead and then slugging it out in the world. The REAL world.


No more canteen breaks, no more joking around. for fucking the next 40yrs of my life.


They say life is precious. how precious can that be. fuck. Haha. ok no don't worry i'm not in any sort of bad mood.





So anyhow. I've been bumming around alot. and those who wanna slack and have supper and cannot find any other assholes like you and me, i am here bitches. Supper, eat and be merry till NS and working life do us death. If i had a picture that could somewhat reflect myself now. Here it is. Taken and edited by me.

Thinking whether if there is anything deeper than the ruckus at present.

Speaking of which. My thinking seemed to have slowed over the years. Anyone else? =/

I LOST MY WALLET

YES READ THE DAMN TITLE. either that or suck on my titties. stupid fucking geek beside us in the theatre took it without returning! WHA LAO.

Mother fucker. I'll slap your flat ass back to computer land you mofo. And suck on my nipples while you're at it!


Ok enough ranting. i've to go make a police report and remake my IC. bye bye $100. sigh.